Musical happness

Ok upuntil is was 22 I listen to music everyday of the week and very often (the pain of everyone around me) belted out my version of the Lycrics along with the turn (and ocationally I might have got near 1 note in about 5 million songs). I loved all types of music, pop, rock, metal, hip-hop, rap, you get the idea. I also just to look for answer to question in music, you could say it was like my bible that way.

Well for some reason around the time of my early 20’s I started to listen to mainly Metal and hip-hop, which in the last year has been mainly Metallica and nu-metal. I wasn’t finding answer anymore, nore was I trying to figure out anything at all.
I’ve been nothing but anger for a while now and not taking to anyone, just shouting and snapping at my friend and the ones I love.

So I was in the car driving to work and had a Meatloaf CD in hand, not ask my why. So Bat out hell 2 is blasting out of the car, and it comes to a song call “Objects in the rearview marrior may appear closer than they are” its a very reflective song. Now I’m in traffice, and stress of a**holes on the road is getting to me, but suddnly I’m can as the lyrics wash over me and I fell peaceful and happy.
On the way home I was listen to the Bad attatude album (agian Meatloaf) and the song Bad Attatude come on and it discribed how I was feeling. But after that song was over I felt lifted and happy.

The funny thing about it is that I forgot how much I loved gutior music, just hearing a gutior screem though the riffs instead of being hammered throught it like there was no tomorrow.

Now that my soul is lighten maybe I’ll be able to the list of things around the house I’ve been puttign off.